Showing posts with label feeling like a child. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feeling like a child. Show all posts

Monday, August 2, 2010

"The knives are what hold him together. It is the notes that are slowly killing him." -Zachary Schomburg, from The Man Suit

Accidents



I felt like a child

and so I started


playing hopscotch

down the road


it began to rain

so I yelled


let it flood

right through

to my bones


and continued playing


but this rain was strange


it was liquid

but all the water

that landed


on me stayed where

it landed and began

weighing me down


eventually there was

a tower of rainwater

looming above me


threatening to crash

down on all the people

on this road


all staring at me


but I feel like a child

and so I play

hopscotch


because I just

don’t know better


or that’s what they’re

all telling me


in a strange chant

over and over


ah

dult

ah

dult

ah

dult


maybe if I keep playing

the water will crash down

like a huge tidal wave


and soak them

through to their bones

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

"You try to work for people You let the people down." -Dorothea Lasky, from Black Life

Catharsis



I went out to the field

where I once saw

hundreds of elephants


galloping around like

wild horses


to try to join them


once I got close enough

I noticed that these weren’t

regular sized elephants


they were the size

of stuffed toy elephants


I managed to touch one

as it galloped by and it felt

like a stuffed toy elephant


I began to feel like a child

again so I grabbed a few

of them and began squeezing them


and throwing them in the air

and laughing hysterically


when I finally became aware

of my surroundings again

I noticed all the little elephants

had stopped dead in the field

some on their sides and backs


I walked around and picked up

a few but they remained lifeless


a cool breeze came over the field

and it seemed like something

had its breath taken away


still determined to join them

I fell to the ground on my side

and tried to stop breathing


been here ever since